Remember on my birthday, I went through that painfully long rant? Well, let's toss that idea into a pail of garbage juice (that way I dont have to rummage through it to get it back...ugh).
Since that inevitable failed attempt a week ago, which mind you, took place more than a year in advance anyways, things have been a little rough on the edges. We've been juggling around other ideas, but I'm not so convinced, but they are good tries.
My bubble of accomplishment was popped when she blurted out something that forced some future plans to be crumpled and tossed like yesterday's banana peel. I cant swallow negatitivity and lack of any kind of aspiration, especially when it comes from my own family. I dont want to go into too much detail and be an exhibitionist by revealing my entire life in another redundant blog....but put it this way...I only have so much room in my bubble, which I have to reformulate and blow one up again, but this time there will only room for those who are willing to make positive changes because they actually WANT those changes to happen. The advice that was given to me on my birthday this year as well as last year on someone else's birthday is very applicable to this situation. NOW I get it.
Now. Let's look at happy thoughts.
Paul Rudd. Rashida Jones. Andy Samberg. Jason Segal.
Hearts all the way.
Happiness awaits in March.
Watchmen. Adventureland. Monsters vs Aliens.
Mmmmmm moooovies.
Since that inevitable failed attempt a week ago, which mind you, took place more than a year in advance anyways, things have been a little rough on the edges. We've been juggling around other ideas, but I'm not so convinced, but they are good tries.
My bubble of accomplishment was popped when she blurted out something that forced some future plans to be crumpled and tossed like yesterday's banana peel. I cant swallow negatitivity and lack of any kind of aspiration, especially when it comes from my own family. I dont want to go into too much detail and be an exhibitionist by revealing my entire life in another redundant blog....but put it this way...I only have so much room in my bubble, which I have to reformulate and blow one up again, but this time there will only room for those who are willing to make positive changes because they actually WANT those changes to happen. The advice that was given to me on my birthday this year as well as last year on someone else's birthday is very applicable to this situation. NOW I get it.
Now. Let's look at happy thoughts.
Paul Rudd. Rashida Jones. Andy Samberg. Jason Segal.
Hearts all the way.
Happiness awaits in March.
Watchmen. Adventureland. Monsters vs Aliens.
Mmmmmm moooovies.
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